Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Feels like I've gone home

Yesterday I went for my dentist appointment, and went back to Buddha Tooth temple for lunch. As I was offering incense, I made the wish to always be able to practise Buddhism in my future lives, whether I am in Pureland, or not in Pureland. And as I was traveling back from my dentist back to my work place, a feeling hit me suddenly, as I was walking down the steps of Bouna Vista mrt.

It felt like I had truely gone home, by saying this vow silently to Buddha and myself. Suddenly the feeling of thousands of repeated vows came flooding back to me. I felt like crying.. I was embraced by the familiar loving kindness of Buddhas and Boddhisattvas. I knew then its not the first time I made such a wish. I have found my true path in life again.

I am finally home.

Abnormality

Recently it has been increasingly obvious.. that I don't belong in normal crowd.. and the things that occupy my mind day and night is hardly on one's dinner conversations. I wish I can talk about nail polish all day long too.. but I just can't.

Now with more awareness, I'm beginning to see that I was made differently all along. I thought others was weird and insisted that they are missing something. Now, then I realize, its me that's the odd one out, not them! They are normal!

Sunday, April 07, 2013

My birth day :)

Today I made a card for my parents, inspired by the card I saw during my retreat in end March.

It was made by a small kid apparently, and on it, it writes: "感恩父母养育之恩。"

When I saw that, I was very touched. Even a small kid has done it, yet I have never wrote a card for my parents before to thank them for bringing me up (which is a difficult thing to do, lol. I wasn't the easiest kid).

Thus, I wrote some things for my parents today. :)



谢谢父母养育之恩! : )

Tuesday, April 02, 2013

Energy talk by Jing Kong Fa shi!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K_OUzJhTxS0&list=PL01141C255B5B6436

New Book - New Path by Kriyananda

I'm now reading this book recommended by my dear friend, Lynn.
This is a sequel to Yogananda's Life of a Yogi, written by his disciple, Kriyananda. :)



http://www.ananda.org/inspiration/books/path/

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

What is the TRUTH? Is it the same as what we see?

What we see = what is happening?

or 

What we see + perceptions =/ what is happening?

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Or is it,

From our point of view (lets see the other way round):

What we think is happening = (What we see + Perceptions)

and

Truth = (What we see + Perceptions) - Perceptions

If we minus the perceptions away, and let there be no perceptions, (+ Perceptions - Perceptions = 0) then what is "what we see" is actually the truth.

Truth = What we see

If "what we see" is the truth, then,

Isn't "what we see" essentially empty ?

From a mathematical psychological point of view. :)