Passive aggressive

Passive aggressive people don't feel it's safe to speak up or show their emotions. They feel it's not accepted. Thus they show it out in a passive aggressive way where it's harder to confront. There is a certain dependency on the person who is shown to. Be it a subconscious need for validation or real actual dependency.


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Queuing for 三時繫念

While going for the event I took the wrong bus and walked the wrong route. But I keep telling myself that there is a timing for everything and everything happens for a reason.

Finally when I reached I took the lift to the 3rd floor with a family. The family queued behind me and I sat reading my book in the queue for half an hour. Suddenly the auntie offered me biscuits which I am grateful to take as I hadn't had my breakfast yet. We started chatting and she taught me how urs impt for me to go fully for the event itself. How she did for many years as well as liberating lives she saw how her life and as well as her daughters life changed. I changed my mind decided to go for the event fully!

So lucky am I to have angels 守护神 around me to let me take so many wrong routes so I can eventually meet the auntie at the exact same time and learn from her! She also taught me to 随缘, if have yuan we will do, 没有缘不做。不要让自己起烦恼。

Words of wisdom.
很感恩。：）

Power of Your Spirit

Started to read this a couple of nights ago.. realised that I actually read this before! Am re-reading this from another point in my life now.




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Letting go of my own desires bring forth natural ways

Insight

Just now when I was trying to meditate using Doreen Virtue lightworker path meditation I tried to forgive those who irritated me, like my mil.. but somehow I feel I shouldn't blame her coz she already come over to help besides she is Daniel's mum.

So I tried to forgive myself instead, which I quite happily accepted. But however there is still a blockage forgiving my mil. I asked for guidance and ask why can't I forgive her?

The answer I receive is "blame". Then I ask again, do I blame her? Do I need to forgive her then? "No." I'm surprised by this answer. No? Hmm? Then what should I do? There is definitely something blocking in my heart then I think about her.

"Let go."

Then I realised that there is no notion of blame. Everything is the way it's suppose to be. All are life scripted so we can learn our valuable lessons and grow in person spiritually.


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Freshly picked spring onions from home!

My first fresh produce from my balcony!
Love the feeling! :)))



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佛 in my room!

For 2 nights in a row my baby has been asking us to "拜拜". Whenever we put our hands down after a while she will ask us to put our hands together and "拜拜” again. Previously she always ask us to clap, suddenly now change to "拜拜”. That's quite strange.. so yesterday I ask her,"你看到佛吗?" Several times. And she instanteously once she got the message, she pointed at the ceiling and exclaim loudly,"佛!"

I'm honestly quite bedazzled.. really? "佛” in our bedroom? My mom always say,"头上三尺有神明。" I never really believed it until one day my Buddhist Whatsapp group shared a picture of a guy who was passing away to Pureland and they snap the picture it was taken of Amithaba Buddha, and Guanyin and DaShizhi Pusha and many boddhisatva behind. Like rainbow and translucent! So magnificent!

So it's real!


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