Casual -> Astral -> Physical

The jiva, or soul, is individualized consciousness: the infinite limited to, and identified with, a body. The beginning of its existence as an individual soul comes with the casual body. The soul's further encasement in an astral body is what causes it first to manifest ego-consciousness. Identification with that body of light is what causes one to think,"I am unique and different from other beings of light." Ego-consciousness becomes further bound to objective reality when it assumes a physical body, and all it's energy is directed outward through the physical senses.

Intellect and Heart

"The intellect can see, analyze, and explain: Only the addition of the heart's feeling, however, bestows understanding." - The Essence of Bhagavad Gita

Self-Esteem

A strong self-esteem creates a healthy strong heart. Its hard to feel wonderful about a kind of love if you feel terrible about yourself.

How one experiences the world around him

"“My awareness of what happens is defining the event itself.” Identified with the intellect, they think, “I am thinking this thing through to its logical conclusion.” Finally, identified with the sense organs they think," I see; I hear; I taste; I smell; I touch. By this means I define all that I experience in the world around me."

All senses + life history = defination of experience around one

By reading this excerpt from BG, suddenly I had a thought. Really a person defines all experience by one's senses and life history up to that point. For example, if money has always been a problem, then one would be extra sensitive when it comes to money issues, whereas a person of a wealthy background probably would not think of any small money issues as problems at all.

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Poem - Nature

As I gaze above my monitor,

Busy from my work to take a breather,

I look out into the tops of the big tree in front of my office,

How gently the wind caress the leaves!

How soft and comfortable is the wind on the faces of the leave.

How gentle and all compassing is nature.

Ever so gently caress us, loving us.

We are all ONE.

My aspiration

My aspiration is to awaken people's true nature.. help people grow, to discover their true selves and identities. Especially to those who find it hard to cross over from science to dharma. I will make that bridge connect. :)

DVD - I am listening to...

I quite strange last week when I was sick, I kept thinking that I want to go to Lapis Lazuli, and there is SOMETHING there that I need to get. I got this audio disc immediately when I went there and borrowed it.

What this speaks about, is how constantly we are exchanging our energy to matter in our body (4th chakra) all the time. And to the unconscious, how we always change gold to lead in certain ways we think, like issues about "I am always right" etc, and how it manifests into matter (literally) as cysts in our wombs and etc. 

The first half of our lives are to learn how to change energy into matter (in controlled form). Like how to control matter a.k.a. controlling and manifesting money.

The second half of our lives we have to learn how to change the matter back into energy (lead into gold), dissolving those issues that cause lead to weigh down in our body. For each extra pound of lead that is formed in our body, we have to wait another month for the changes to take place. And it goes down the chakra. From the top down(8th chakra), anything that is manifested into lead, is added unto the 7th chakra. If at the 7th chakra its not dissolved, then it goes down to the 6th chakra, waiting for meltdown. And down it goes.

Spiritual Alchemy

This audio talks about exactly what I have been getting insights about.

The last blog I said about how huge amount of energy is condensed into very small matter (material form) and thus nothing is ever a coincidence because even small things need vast amount of energy to manifest.

This audio talks exactly about that.

I have been getting this strange feeling of how huge energy transformed into matter in our body, in our lives, in the universe, but am not sure exactly how. This CD actually shows me how energy is being transformed into lead in our bodies. And perhaps, that is all because the universe is a hologram in our brain right? :)

It talks about how the energy is transformed into material (gold into lead) and that it literally transform into illness in the creative chakra (laboratory).

The example given is this:

Some of us have memory control issues. That is, for example, one like to argue about how things REALLY happened.This type of memory control issues changes from gold(energy) to lead (in the creative chakra) and literally manifests into an illness (cysts, for example).

What is the purpose of our fleshly body?

When we reincarnate in our fleshly body, is to do things. Without with, we will be pure energy. And cannot have contact with the material existence. Thus it is said that attachments and karmic links are the things that keep us reincarnating, lifetime after lifetime.

Spiritual to material (E=MC2)

The other day I was watching how Einstein discovered E=MC2. 

From the above formula, 

Mass = great amount of energy.

That's why anything that is spiritually gathered (energy), will percolate down to the physical level (mass)(Will bypass emotions and mental level first before going onto the physical plane). If we see physical things happening like long term illness, it's usually great amt of energy stored over many lifetimes that has vast amt of energy that percolates down to the (little/mass) e.g. illness we see.

Thus karma is really, energy itself!

No really, I mean karma is the "E" inside "E=MC2".

If the energy is vast enough, we will see the little "M" (mass) that is condensed, which are our physical world.

When we reincarnated as human body, we have mass. And that shows our spiritual energy have transformed into mass (specifical), awaiting for immediate lessons and manifestations of all kinds. As if spiritual energy is not resolved it will percolate into the emotions level, if still not dissolved will percolate down to the physical level.

And when spiritual things percolates to a physical level in our life, it's due to a HUGE amt of certain karmic(energy) condensed into mass form. All these are in the formula of Einstein's E=MC2!

So when we go thru certain things in our life; there is no coincidences coz only vast amt of energy can it be condensed into physical form, and every event in our life is due to big amt of energy, even small events require huge amt of energy to trigger it to happen.

It's like a big jigsaw puzzle fitting all tog w science!

It's indeed the most amazing theory a scientist have ever published.

Note: Speed of light is the maximum speed that anything can travel in a galaxy. U push and give more energy but that's the max speed. So the extra energy becomes mass instead.